i

i am the one
who stands guard
on the fading edge
moving and changing
always a little more
than I would like it to;

i am the one
who paces up and down
the turrets of your being,
with eyes prying open
and scavenging
the faintest challenge;

i am the one
who holds the elements
and ravishing energies
washing over and flowing
inside you
as one mighty river;

i am the one
who leads you home
on that final stretch,
clinging to your burning skin,
leaping into that abyss
between humiliation and hubris.

Who Am I?

'I' am just an interface where different energies interact, coalesce and move apart.
Just like with every turn of the kaleidoscope, the little glass pieces inside move, come together, or fall apart to create new patterns each time, different energies move, interact and coalesce to form different structures or patterns that 'I' identify with as 'me' at any given point in time.
There is a part that can be 'seen' as 'me' and a part that is there where all this happens, or which makes all this happen, which cannot be 'seen' but can only be felt.